Presenting - My future career, starting now!

I just put weeds on my Facebook profile because it's one of my favorite shows. Another Favorite is Breaking Bad - about a high school teacher dying of cancer and decides to sell meth to make up for the medical bills, because of his career he knows how and what does he have left to loose? his life? So pretty much those are very high ranked shows in my book and viewers tend to agree with me. There are both very well written and I hope that I will soon fallow in the foot steps of the writers because I too want to become a writer. It is a job that can happen most places and my ideas can be shared with the world. I hope my creative talent will flourish with good karma and please the world. I also like seeing other Ideas come to life. I think I will start my venture to look for scripts. set up pre-production efforts and let it be know that I am a movie maker. Instead of using the school for grades and an education I should Use it for supplying my productions with equipment, labor and means to my methods. To many people go through school for one reason and I should go through for another. I need to get financing and interest from outside but I should also look into selling it through a distributor. I would know the process better and why I have not thought about using my school too making movies anyway is beyond me.

My Creator

I'm not very religious but on the contrary I am very spiritual. I do believe in an all encompassing force. Many people look at him or her as a being or figure but I can't see it as being a single unit. An all surrounding field of life would narrow down the description of a creator. But like that force, I believe, I am driven by the mere fact that I am created in it's image and with that gift I am willed by a deep desire to simulate that force with creations of my own. All of us are in some way or another begining to control our thoughts; our mind begins to formulate concepts and with our will power we put them in motion. We have our desires to create and a drive to propel ourselves into fallowing those dreams. As we grow up we are siphoned into beliefs of our economies, cultures, duties and needs that might lead us astray. Lead us away from evolving. Our own nature to learn our surroundings also holds us back from our true ability to explore and challenge our limits. That is the problem with the civilizations of this world. We regret at the end when it's all over and we look back with all our wisdom and sacrifices of time and energy spent on this earth and we think to ourselves of what we could of accomplished. Wondering if there was any way to get it all back. If to see that from a young minded perspective one could take the challenge on before it was to late. To understand that which is started now will live on to change and become the change you want to see in the world. So, if I can, I will take that challenge and strive to be, in my own way, a creator. A strong mind in charge of destiny at work. Creating a vision, a lifestyle, a belonging to a force deep inside. A Creator in ones self.

Broken

Today, I went skiing. It was a fun filled day with both of my uncles and nothing but powder and snow. The morning had blue skies and every hope of being a splendid occasion. After hitting the trick park I had one last jump to complete. I flew as hard as I could down the steep mountain till I reached the end of the jump where I fell hard on the other side. These jumps are made to keep you safe granted you have enough speed. This was not the case at all. With the amount of velocity I had under my skies the other end of the jump came romping up my legs into my back with a sharp pain. The rest of my body survived except my left foot. I'm unaware how long it will take till I can put some serious weight on it but it doesn't look promising. I've been wheeling around my apartment on an old desk chair with six wheels until i can find another, more convenient, form of transportation. I guess I'll be able to get to my work done with out much agony because I'm not going out to play any time soon.

OK, so now I know why LSD is Illegal. People need to know you are signing on the doted line when you do lysergic acid dithylamide. This is a powerful drug! The effects of this on the brain gives you the ability to attain knowledge that is stored in your head underneath all the cells and electrons. It gives you a view of life that isn't naturally gained through the strains of this mortal world.
The story starts at the base of green mountain in a Porter potty where me and my long term friend took several hits of acid. There was a large amount in each strip that was split among the two of us. It gave us nine hours of grave hallucinations and mind warping views of our current situation. When on acid you cannot perceive danger or harm. Which gave me and him false desires of our limits that could of left us injured or even dead. It was a good thing our adventure started on top of a mountain.
Restlessness is one of the major effects of this drug giving us a desire to retire but our ability to fall a sleep was futile. So, around 4 or 5 in the morning we decided we would be better off at home. Given that it was getting cold and we couldn't sleep. We hiked down the trail to my car and preceded to drive home. This was a horrible idea! Driving a vehicle on hallucinogenics is vividly not recommended. Your world is flipped and danger means nothing. I could of done a lot of damage with out my conscience telling me to pull over and wait it out. The chain of events left us sitting at Wendys for several hours.
Once home we slept till 2pm. After a good meal we enlarged a 2 x 3 foot note pad I kept in my car that we wrote down all many of the wonderful sayings that kept us going through the night. Warning to anyone fallowing in my endeavor, be safe, have someone with you not under the influence, have fun and be cautious and respectful of this mental phenomenon.

Restless from the night spent in Greeley, I have neglected my duties to my work and my body but that should change as soon as the spring break is over. It's important to me to get some of the thing s done that I had promised to get done. Life takes us to important places both in our thoughts and our relationship that often compromises the time we should take for our health and mind.
Just a few minuets ago my wonderful neighbor asked if i would play beer pong with her but i think my plan will be to get some needed sleep so I am fresh in the morning to go skiing.
One of my favorite things to do when I go skiing is to listen to comedy recordings from the Internet on the way up the mountains with my two uncles.