With compassion

So, 4:20 is on the way. I did stay up to greet the day at 12am but after a few brouskies I am retiring. It's been an eventful day with a morning bike ride to noodles fallowed by a dip in Paul's pool. I then went to see my grandparents and my cousin that are from China. It ended with a celebration of 4:20. I hope your day is safe and joyful with many inspiring moments. With love toward the world. Good Night and fare well, until me meet again.

I'm, at the moment, watching the signal and it is an interesting gore/horror film. It matches my day of waking up at 12 and beginning to packing up my room to move. These are my thoughts, or feelings more:

I wake to sleep, and take my walking slow.

I feel my fate in what I cannot fear.

I learn by going where I have to go.

We think by feeling. What is there to know?

I hear my being dance from ear to ear.

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

Of those so close behind me, which are you?

God bless the ground! I shall walk softly there,

And learn by going where I have to go.

Light takes the tree; but who can tell us how?

The lonely worm climbs up a winding stair

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

Great Nature has another thing to do

To you and me; so take the lively air;

And, lovely, learn by going where to go.

This shaking keeps me steady. I should know.

What falls away is always. And is near.

I wake to sleep, and take my waking slow.

I learn by going where I have to go.

a good night

So

It's been too long I know. However, its better late right? This blog is about my life. It can't be read by many people that I know. In fact the only person that I gave this address too wouldn't have any interest in reading this. So in retrospect I'm pasting my thoughts into syllables for no one to read on this vast array of electronic space filling up on some super hard drive somewhere in this world. I believe that in any case someone is searching and happens upon this site will have little to no Idea to the character behind the letters. Which I like. I put little to no information about me and the only connection between you (the reader) and me are my thoughts. Does that puzzle you? If you encouraged your desire to leave a comment I would be much obliged for perhaps we will strike up a friendship in the mist of me hem of the inter web. I hope to write again and I hope it to be soon, but I leave you with this

A small minded man weighs what can hinder him. And fearful, he dares not set to work. Difficulties cause the average man to leave off what he's begun. A truly great man does not slacken in carrying out what he has begun although obstacles tower thousand fold until he has succeeded.

and to all a good night

Drunk in Greeley

Kate is awesome. Only because she made me drive to Greeley on this joyous occasion. I was ready for bed but instead I drove too Greeley in order to see my beloved Kate Ferrey. Only because she has a very Color full bed spread, and she feeds me alcohol when I needed it most. The percocet helps when your crippled but not when your drunk. In fact I'm not an alcoholic because I drank with Kate. If didn't , I would be a drunk. However when I was on my way to Greeley I saw a toe truck being toed by a toe truck. It was amazing. I didn't think it could be done but I guess human innovation is exceeding my expectations. Did I mention it was amazing? Kate says: "It's not as easy as it appears to be." because I asked what she wanted to say and she said "You can do it if you believe." I asked her why do you want to go into teaching. Her response was "because she wants to change the world." I think its because the education system is really bad, in my opinion. But Thats another Story. Sweeeeeeeet Dreams! Until next Time.

When Rubber meets the Road

Here is a little bit from a man who says it all. He's talking in his book about how he made is first feature. I do believe this is everything it takes and more.

"When the rubber meets the road like this, most intelligent folks give up. Everyone has a comfort level they don’t want to drop below, myself included. Making a feature film, especially your first one, requires a major life-decision. Are you willing to give up everything for your dream? I mean, really? You could destroy your life and all your important relationships in the process. Are you prepared to fight for your film as if it were the life of your own child? You’ll fight battles you never expected with distasteful people you’ve never met. Believe me, YOU are the one who’ll make all the real sacrifices. Ultimately, you’re all alone. You must feel this passionate desire deep inside and be willing to make the commitment - otherwise I guarantee you’ll fail."

By John G. Thomas

This is a mystifying career choice only the best can overcome.