Mexico

So, here we are waiting to go on the best trip of my life with two of my bets friends. It was going to be amazing. However, Cris one of my compadres won't be able to make it on the account of his shipmates taking over the free days and he needs to be on call in order to not be understaffed. That totally sucks. Me and Jake are going to end up going with this girl, Cathrine, and I feel like were just taking her because of her car. Oh, and Jake really likes her. Which is kind of messed up because she didn't want to go because Cris is coming and she didn't want any "drama"? One she can't replace Cris, two I really wanted to see Cris. Three it's just not fair. Maybe it will be fun. I'll just go with it. At least it wont be as much if we drive but on the other hand we wont be going to Mexico. : (

The journey of evolution.

Today I began to listen to the audio book of Ron Hubbard's Dianetics. To list a few similarities of Anthony Robbins teachings to this book, of science for the psyche, both bring attention to the listener that the brain can learn a series of thought processes that can be used to calculate actions in your daily life. Why you do the things you do? If one became a master of his mind. He could command his verbal forces to articulate Ideas as well as his actions in response to better his ability to develop a character of epic proportions. This character would give him a better control over his senses, cognitive thought as well as a look into the unknown of human behavior.

I wish to cover over many other mind and body books to collect information to better my search of complete control over my own ability to live a demanding life. Each book has a curious amount of similarities that I believe link together aiding in a complete lifestyle, but not one of them complete in their search. This is life though; a search for perfection. Is it so far that it is unattainable? I think not. But what is imperfection? Is it the decisions we make? the actions of our mind? I don't believe that perfection is part of the equation. Much like write and wrong, these are definitions that have breathed life into our intellects. They are verbal creations based on our lifestyles much like punishment and revenge. They are the lower brain colliding with our thoughts and feelings that do not make logical computations in the root of our being but claims ground in every day society. Instinct has a play in our feelings and our nature. Perhaps this is the cause of frustration. Man has the power of thought. It has been given a gift of unimaginable power but held back by our instincts of the past. This, if at all, is where our imperfections lye. There are not imperfections but in fact an organism on a journey through the sands of time. Instead of giving way to our predispositions lets take a step back and ask ourselves why were here. Is it to evolve? To live? To love? Is there a reason or were were spun into motion like the earth we stand on? Do we deserve something more? Are we capable of bettering ourselves? Can we rise above the historic brain to give way to a new thought process? One of elaboration, intuition and entrepreneurial innovation. I believe so.