Today wasn't nearly as productive as I thought it would be only because i had a mere glimpse of a spectacular goal setting work shop. A revelation that would give me motivation to do anything I wanted in life. however this was not the case. why does my mind change so drastically from one decision the the next? i feel like I could barley count on all my fingers how many times I change my mind. Shannon’s right I am a very indecisive person when It comes to making a move. I just see if from different angles so many times that I get off track and start heading in different directions. i hope shannon is happy with our relationship. I get the feeling that I start being a michael and she gets annoyed at who i am and what I like to do. I don't give her enough attention. She makes sacrifices everyday to be with me and when I get home I don't even spend time with her. I just have so many things on my mind and if i don't do something about it i might loose it forever. On the other hand, i might loose her forever. Life is so complicated. Your basking in the sun one minute and your rotting in shadow deaf the next. I hope I take full advantage of my choices and circumstances in this time of my life. I can't afford to give up now. I'm happy with what i've chosen and I am an able minded individual. A strategist who has the world at my fingertips. I am blessed with the will of seven horses pulling the gold of a high nobleman. The faster I pull it the more I will reap the rewards of life. Give me strength lord to do the things that need to be done. Let me see that I have made the right decisions and give me hope for the future so that I may strive to succeed and accomplish my goals. Help me to feel my goals becoming more prevalent in my life. Give me energy to keep going because I know wheat awaits me. Thank you universe for giving me this wonderful apartment and good roommates. A beautiful girlfriend and a wonderful family. I am very fortunate to live in the US where it truly is the land of opportunity. Give me peace when I am in need and lead me not into temptation but deliver me power strength and wisdom for ever and ever.